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AN ADDICT'S STORY - NEW POSSIBILITIES

An excerpt from 'Drug Crazy'   by Mike Gray


Maureen  was  a nineteen-year-old  Irish  redhead  when  she married a rich kid from Manchester who gave her three children and introduced her  to  heroinA few years later he decided to run off with a younger woman, so he left Maureen with the kids, no money, and a serious heroin habit. 

For the next several years, she moved the kids from one bed-and-breakfast  to another,  supporting  herself  with prostitution and shoplifting,  all -  the - time frantically chasing the dragon.  Like most addicts, she tried to kick repeatedly without success.

Finally the authorities were breathing down her neck and she knew she was about to lose her children.   - - - Desperate, a friend steered her to a clinic in suburban Liverpool where her life was instantly transformed.

Dr. John Marks, the bearded Welsh psychiatrist who ran the clinic, examined her and determined that she was indeed a heroin addict.  So he wrote her a prescription for heroin and told her to come back in a week.

Almost unbelieving, she took the slip of paper to the pharmacist up the street and he filled it without batting an eye.  As she stood at the counter staring at  the small round container of pure heroin, an odd sensation washed over her

The auger of panic that had been twisting her gut every waking moment for a decade was spinning down.  For the first time in memory, she had a tiny bit of brain space that wasn’t focused on how to get the next fix.   It began to dawn   on her that it no longer made any difference whether she could get the cash,   or whether her dealer would show up, or whether the stuff was any good, or whether cops would beat her to it.

As she slipped the package into her purse,  she caught a glimpse of herself in  the glass and for the first time in ten years she stopped to take a serious look.  She was stunned. Then she glanced down at her children, and she said, “Oh, my God.” 

In an instant,the morality that had been instilled in her as a child came flooding back.  “I felt so disgusted......'”   Over the next weeks and months her dose was stabilized at a point  that  allowed  her to function without suffering withdrawal, and within a year her life had been completely turned around.  She had a job, her kids were in school, and she was talking about going back to college.  The piece of paper John Marks handed her almost nonchalantly turned out to be a passport out of hell.

Unfortunately, The Liverpool  Clinic —  one of the last of the old British  Heroin Maintenance Programs — was featured on a CBS 60 Minutes broadcast and U.S. Drug Enforcers went into convulsions. 

The success of The Liverpool Clinic — a 90 percent drop in the local crime rate, zero cases of AIDS, the elimination of homelessness, moving people off welfare rolls into productive jobs — flew in the face of American Drug War Orthodoxy. 

Dr. Marks was warned by friends in the Home Office that the U.S. Embassy was exerting  tremendous  pressure  to  shut  him down, and  in  the end  they were successful. 

The 450 patients Marks had been serving were kicked into the street and told to find a detox program where they could learn to give up their evil ways.  “Two years later,” said Marks, “25 of the addicts were dead.”

And what of Maureen, The Heroin User with three children who planned to go to college?  “I saw Maureen the other day,” said Marks.  “She was desperate, back to criminality, a lot of her friends are back in prison.  She’s on the streets.    She saw me in passing and asked if I could take her back on.  - -  Her doctor tried to refer her to me but the Health Authority refused to defray the costs.”

And so, in its righteous determination to set  everything  straight,  United States Government has managed to teach Maureen and her children a lesson.  It’s one they won’t soon forget.

Mike Gray


Authentic Copy Of An Original Heroin &Terpin Hydrate Prescription






The International Narcotics Control Board (INCB)  said in its annual report  that  abuse of prescription drugs has become a major problem not just in the U.S.   but also in Canada and Mexico, the BBC reported March 1.

The International Narcotics Control Board estimated that ten million illegal shipments of prescription drugs entered the U.S. --- where prescription drug abuse now equals the problem of illicit drug abuse -- each year. The United Nations Agency said that the Internet has become a major conduit for shady sales of prescription drugs, and urged all countries to screen incoming and outgoing mail.

The INCB Report, which looked at drug trends around the world, also con-   cluded that drug-crop replacement strategies have not been effective, that cocaine production is rising in South America, and that Afghanistan is now producing 87 percent of the world's opium.

The agency also said that more people are using marijuana in Africa (34 million) than in the European Union (30 million).

3 March 2006             International  Narcotics Control Board Report


               The Institute of Medicine found that 'scientific data indicate the potential therapeutic value of cannabinoid drugs, primarily THC [tetrehyrdocannabinol], for pain relief, control of nausea and vomiting, and appetite stimulation.' Yet research has been sporadic, with the federal apparatus posing multiple hurdles to scientists. The FDA must approve research on scientific grounds and an institutional review board must approve on ethics grounds.”

Lawrence Gostin, Director of the Center for Law and the Public's Health at Johns Hopkins and Georgetown University
Journal of the American Medical Association (JAMA), August 17, 2005

"The political phrase 'tough on crime' should not be a substitute for thoughtful reflection or lead us into moral blindness."
Supreme Court Justice Anthony M. Kennedy, June 23, 2004

Compiled By: Deborah Shrira RPH,CMA                Modified: 26 March 2006

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